Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Floating With Wings

I once worked in silence.
The outside was noisy and chaotic.
I'd close myself in my room and write.

Then, so noisy inside that I couldn't write until the storm settled.
I had to wait until there were words.
Like an unborn baby I tumbled back into my existence with a blank canvas.

And now, floating with wings awaiting flight but again.
This life we share can be so beautiful.

In my bickering back and forth with you I realized.
I put you in the center of the rest of my life.
I'm sorry for the moments when you feel too overwhelmed to take on responsibility from me.

It's just the way I believe in you with all of my heart and soul.
It'll be worth every second, worth every risk.

Yes, you believe in me in many multifaceted ways.
I've been recognizing you more often and I believe in you too.

Suzie Sateri


Friday, October 12, 2018

The Path Less Traveled

A Pathologist is a Dr. for people with cancer. Cancer is an abnormal growth of cells. Our bodies are filled with cells so when there is an abnormal growth of cells our bodies would naturally feel exhausted trying to keep up with the growth that is happening. A pathologist is someone who can identify these paths our life has traveled and possibly discover what can be causing us pain. Our duty is to nurture and grow the healthy cells while finding forgiveness, wisdom and understanding for the paths in which we wish to depart.

We depart from "Small World", we depart from "Pirates of the Caribbean", we depart from "Peter Pan", we depart from "Little Mermaid", we depart from "Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs" we will depart from "Beauty and the Beast"...

Sunday, September 23, 2018

Steadily Breathe

Is that what happens to people deep in the waters of cancer?
People saying "F*&k cancer".

"Steadily breathe with your underwater breathing gear."
"Wear headphones and go to Disneyland."
"Explore outer space with the astronauts and dance with the aliens."

This human experience of ours.

I saw a girl who reminded me of the character from the Disney movie, Brave.
I haven't even seen that movie yet but she was beautiful.
And she was probably brave too.
As you are both brave and beautiful to the core.

Saturday, September 15, 2018

"Blackbird" - Eddie Vedder

Broken Blackbird Wings

When I get you, maybe it's you.
My eyes feel like they've drowned in tears.
From a squint too tired for bitterness I look with light.
Throat soar like a baby crying through the night.

When I get you, maybe it's you.
My wings spread like an eagle soaring.

Suzie Sateri

Monday, September 3, 2018

Stretch Marks

Like wrinkles turned inside out the skin actually makes space for new skin. Light and soft, vulnerable and imperfect. The marks made from the love that emerges from the essence of our being. These permanent reminders of how rewarding it is to become selfless in the process of becoming who we wish to.

Suzie Sateri