Sunday, March 29, 2020

Dear Santa,

To Whom It May Concern Regarding the "Corona Virus",

"Clean the 'Rivers of America' at Disneyland, Anaheim, California." Someone once wrote. The water is tested and shows contamination. The contamination is referred to as the "Corona Virus".

Information regarding the "Corona Virus" is spread. This contamination of the water happened as a result of natural causes over the course of 75 years.

Awareness is spread. People have decided staying home is a solution for what needs to be done. There has been concern in regards to "Global Warming" as well. If you can relate Disneyland to a "Small World", we could be on the brink of finding major solutions.

Usually this information is crossed in order for solutions to be implemented.

How can we formulate solutions?

We need enough money to pay a crew of people to either completely empty (Then what would we do with that water?) the waterways at Disneyland, Anaheim, California referred to as the "Rivers of America" and then restore the waters thereafter.

We need the "manpower" to implement these solutions.

We need to find new solutions to solve "Global Warming". Think about how we have concerts and what rules are successfully implemented and apply those concepts and ideas.

Thank you for your response to the prompt regardless of your age.

Our Love Story

My Grandmother told me when a woman breast feeds her baby, it gives the baby access to a deep river of life. 
My Family, my love, his family... We've always been a part of the "Rivers of America".
He held the tissues up to me, "Are these ours?", "No", I replied.

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I asked him to marry me via $10. He's married now. The hands of fate, or...

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I see the face of Jesus.
"He's me." He said.

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We stood in line at the Merry-go-round.
"Happy Birthday!" He said smiling at our son. He squatted down to hug him and bring him some good birthday cheer.
I looked at him for the first time in my life and smiled at the sound of his English accent.

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My Grandfather starts talking to me: The dream catcher, it's beautiful. "Your mother made it for you while you were still in the womb." He says, looking at me with eyes shining like a new soul. "It catches all of your good dreams and keeps them nice and safe for you... The bad dreams it smashes into billions of pieces and throws them into the burning volcano until they no longer exist." He continued. "Then the lava spreads out onto the land and produces fertile soil for your happy dreams to grow, multiply and be fruitful."

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"Hello." He says with his English accent a year after I'd seen him for the first time.
We lock eyes with one another and he nods his head.
"Excuse me", he said to me.
No, I thought.

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The first time he kissed me it felt like a wave of electricity passed through my bubble gum, chapstick filled, 10 year old girl lips.

I stood behind the door, heart beating quickly, knowing he'd soon find me. He ran into his room and pulled the door back to look at me, smiling triumphantly. He gently pushed my body to the wall and leaned down until his face was directly in front of mine. We both closed our eyes.

That was my first kiss, our first kiss, and certainly not our last.

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"I'm pregnant!" I said.
He looks at me doubtful and I show him the signs proving the pregnancy.
We start ordering life differently. We'll need a bigger car to fit the kids. We'll need more space in the house.
We're starting to enjoy the idea of adding another member to our family.

Stress suddenly arrives like a wave we're to surf together, not knowing we'd been handling those waves for what seems like 100 years already.

I wake up in the morning and nearly faint as I bleed.
"Can you get your Father? I don't have a baby in my belly anymore." I say to the children as I stumble across the bathroom floor.

"I'm going to get some groceries." He says an hour later as I begin to wash the dishes.

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Marshmello ft. Bastille - Happier (Official Lyric Video)

Tuesday, March 24, 2020

The Rainbow Rose

After a wave of laughter that brought happiness to my soul like a small person being tickled, almost every moment has been spent in prayer. Prayers for the people I've caused anything but joy for. Prayers for mercy and forgiveness for past mistakes. Prayers for the ability to forgive myself. 

Prayers to be able to reach those who've been a blessing and a light in my life with a THANK YOU. Prayers to help others. 

Saturday, March 14, 2020

You're

Pitter patter, I hear your footsteps running lightly. Your figure hidden in the shadows of you. You run your slim fingers through my hair and kiss me with life pouring from your mouth.

Your gentle disposition and soft spirit draw me near to you. I hear you sometimes when you talk in your sleep. I wonder what it is that's going through your mind. You sit up and continue the conversation and I laugh a little bit.

The way you mean everything to me, the way you mean everyone and everywhere, and you're the most vulnerable in the situation. God I love you.