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Tuesday, April 29, 2025
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Saturday, April 26, 2025
Mom
I wake up and lay with my hands put together under my face. My mind is so busy, overwhelmed. I laid here and thought for over an hour. Then, suddenly I heard your voice in my head, commanding my attention, "Suzie". Softly you spoke as you interrupted the train of thoughts passing through like Amtrak. I have no clue as to what I was thinking but my is it good to hear your voice.
I listened to this song the other day and it made me appreciate your presence in my life mom. I hope it lasts forever and I am so thankful for you and dad.
For the people who have lost a mother or anyone they loved, I'm so sorry and wish you peace and healing.
Thursday, April 24, 2025
Tuesday, April 22, 2025
Wednesday, April 16, 2025
Another Patrick and Barb
He looked like a movie star, my uncle who lived at our apartment in Los Angeles with us.
"Go get a job Patrick. It'll be good for you." My mom would tell her brother.
He pretended to leave for work, went to the rooftop and got some sunshine on his skin.
His raspy voice and charm were funny and endearing.
He brought her home one day and introduced us to her after they had met one another in Las Vegas. She was beautiful and kind to us. She looked like a movie star. They fell in love quickly.
They lived with us 3 kids, my mom, dad and the 2 of them.
She wore hula hoop skirts and when she walked up the stairs with him. We could practically see her underpants but she didn't notice our observations at all. Her and Uncle Pat were too busy being love birds.
My mom worked the night shift as a nurse and my dad worked for the union.
They didn't talk much and their busy schedules kept them occupied with everything other than spending time with each other. Still it was a happy marriage. The way they liked it. They had their independence, entertainment with Patrick and Barb and wrapped their free time around taking care of us.
Tuesday, April 15, 2025
Sunday, April 13, 2025
Your Presence
Your presence is something I’m trying to make sense of. It’s like a quiet knowing that it holds more than what is being presented. It’s a quiet questioning, wondering who you are and how we are connected by this name. It’s his name I see when I look at yours.
You tell me your story slowly with your quiet spirit. I sit and watch and wonder, think and miss him. Be a teacher, he told me, without words about it suggesting a balanced and happy life in that occupation. He’s the reason I stayed in education when I wanted to leave.
He has been a source of strength, education, direction, leadership, comfort, laughter and acceptance in my life. I’m afraid he might not be there anymore. I’ve tried to reach him after the fires and I’ve had nothing but the sound of emptiness.
Then there’s you. Your presence I appreciate so much but it makes me feel as if there’s always going to be an emptiness where his presence once existed. It makes me want to cry. I think about the fires and where he might have been and how stubborn he would have been about leaving.
Your presence helps me think about him still being alive and well. I hope he is.
Friday, April 11, 2025
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Friday, April 4, 2025
P + M
I went to school to become a nurse right after I graduated from high school. Left the reservation when I started working.
You love anyone at the reservation still?
I visit my mom every chance I get.
I thought you said your folks passed when you were 18 months old.
They did. I mean I visit my mom, as in, the woman who raised me my whole life on the reservation. The wife of the chief.
Well, that's nice.
Yes it is. I'm lucky to have had her as my mother.
I think she's lucky to have had you as her child also.
Thank you.
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
Patrick and Mary
Lucky me, I am off work on time.
Lucky me, I get to treat you to dinner.
Shall we?
Yes ma'am.
How is your nub doing?
It's all wrapped up like a mummy so I can't tell.
It should heal in due time.
Thanks again.
You're welcome.
Can I hold your hand?
Yes.
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So, did you grow up around here?
I was raised on the Indian reservation down the road.
Is that right?
Yeah that's right.
You don't look like an Indian.
I didn't say I am.
Did your folks work on the reservation?
No, my folks died when I was 18 months old.
I'm so sorry to hear that.
Thanks. I don't remember much. Did you grow up around here?
No, I grew up in Ireland on a potato farm my family owns. My siblings and I moved here, to Canada, together a few years ago.
What do you do for work?
I guard life at the penitentiary.
Guard life huh?
Yes, I guard life. When did you start sewing nubs for a living?
Can I take your order?
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