Stay

Remember that Christmas I'm still fighting those demons. Your absence makes my presence a jagged pill. You wonder what's happening when I'm acting like the devil forgetting the pain that created that wound. Recognizing the wound is the first step to mending it. Baby steps are small and wobbly like a spaghetti noodle. Crawling is better sometimes. Closer to the ground so falling won't hurt so bad. Time to break out of these walls I've built around myself. Blocking you out only blocks me in. Time to break down these walls I've built between you and me. 

Written by: Suzie Sateri