The Suzie Sateri Blog

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I Don't Know

But I couldn't stop laughing because of how good he dances.

I sit down right where I'm suppose to be. I take the bait and she moves in. I giggle to myself in my own mind. He is sitting across the way smiling, and I see him out of the corner of my eye. She talks to me about her son and I smile with her, knowing we are speaking also without words in a language understood exclusively in the roots (unseen but you know its there).

The lady next to us (whom I'm facing at the moment) chimed in. They are both Teachers, ironically, though only one of them Teaches in the traditional classroom setting. The three of us talk small talk as innumerable ideas and words dash through my restless mind. The energy gives me new life and I sit here feeling excited, joyful, and most importantly, loved.

I am grateful to find myself in a constant state of wonderment, sometimes incredibly joyful, other times quite the contrary... but my wonder... its always there, ready to drift away into the abyss of nothingness and everything put together. Meh. Welcome to my world right?

Xx Suzie